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Anisha
"A name originated by Greek and Indian mythology, meaning everlasting light. Anisha is usually a sweet, extremely beautiful girl with the most perfect facial features and definitely other features too. She's very empathetic and insanely adorable. You definitely want a friend like her. Although, she is fiesty when angry. But, you can't help but find her insanely adorable." - urban dictionary


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wink wink
Thursday 31 October 2013 at 04:00
hey semuaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa!
the spm is gettin near and im here still chillin haha silly me
sbenarnya otak ni dah tnggu masa nak letup nihh
haa, jaga jaga haha
tetibe teringat ada org pnggil aku ziela jalil bhahaha
im laughing so hard lah doh
just think, apa yg sama?
kata mereka dagu....
em okay. kena search cara kecilkan dagu dkt google nihhhhh
haha im totally fat now wohooooo benciknyaaa
but its okay, lpas spm i think nak pergi fitness gym
i thinkk but not sure lah haha
act ifa keep asking me whether nak prgi otr tk fitness tu
katanya fees dia murah
insyaAllah may Allah ease everything
ahad ni ingat nak pi pusing pusing dkat tasik prmaisuri
release stress katanya
Ya Allah moga kami tk sesat
sesat pi mkan mamak lpas balik joging
tolonglah haha
the best thing today, cekgu smksb bagi cuti esk smpai selasa
yayy or nayy?
hopkoss lah yayyyyyyyyyyyyyy
a big yayyyyyyyy lah guys hehe
dapat gak rehatkan otak ni sat
i just hope my result 5A ke atas
dup dap dup dap dup dap

the scariest thing ever is
my birthday is on the spm -.-
sighs
double sighs
triple sighs
oh pleaseeeeeeeee
nasib baik hari tu tk de paper
kalo tk menangis menonggeng aku
dpat gak lah sambut dengan mmbe mmbe semua
mkan kek and all the things
em em
bila fikir balik
seronok pulak kena kiss dgan wawa tadi
warm ~~~ bhahahahahahaha
wtf is wrong with mehhhhhh haha
jgan salah faham lahhh
just you know,
terharu sbab she's being sweet
she kiss my cheeks as a friend
dia tahu dia bnyak salah dgan aku haha
tu yg baik sngat smpai bagi warm kiss nihh haha

sesi restu guru tadi
semua pakat pakat sedih
aku je jiwa kental haha
tk nak kena ejek sbenarnyaa haha
wawa boleh pulak kasi idea
"siapa nangis dia masam"
k wawa haha
miza masam first
eh lupa nak amek gmbar dia nangis
bukn slalu boleh majal diaaa ni haha
haa tkpe tkpe
nnti last paper we all make sure
you all semua dpat tngok episod sesi jejak kasih
memandangan highlight masing masing
tk habis lagi
mungkin ada sesi conteng baju
eh silap
sesi "the art" hoho

stayyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyy tuneddddddddddddddddddddddddddd x :)



fahami aku
Saturday 26 October 2013 at 05:21
dugaan dan masalah
semua orang memilikinya
mahu atau tidak
semua ini akan wujud
dan cuba menganggu
rosakkan pelangi yg kita bina
sperti istana pasir yg hancur dilanggar ombak
sperti itu jugalah msalah yg datang
ke dalam hidup

diikutkan hati hendak saja aku luahkan segalanya di sini
kerana
hati ni dah penat menjerit dan menangis
hati ini semakin kecil dari tapak tangan
siapa yg tahu?
siapa yg kisah?
kadang kala hendak saja aku memeluk
sahabatku
seerat eratnya
sehingga aku lupa apa itu dunia

aku mahu semua insan yg bergelar sahabatku
pimpin tangan aku
menuju jalan yg lebih cerah
tapi, kenapa?
kenapa mereka seakan akan berlari jauh
semakin aku kejar
semakin jauh mereka pergi
apa dosaku?
apa salahku?
karmakah ini, tuhan?

aku semakin lemah
semakin tidak berdaya
seolah olah hnya jasad yg hidup
tetapi jiwa sudah lama pergi
melayang jauh
entah ke mana mana
sesekali aku jatuh
bila aku menolah
tiada siapa dibelakang
untuk memimpin aku bangun

aku nangis semahu mahunya
menyalahkan takdir
menyalahkan diri sendiri
aku mula membenci segala galanya
aku lupa apa itu sayang
apa itu kebahagiaan
yg ada hanya kebencian yg semata mata
rasa ketidakpuasan hati
yg tidak terkira

fahamilah aku
seorang insan yg kehilangan
sebelah matanya
yg bergelar bapa
dirampas oleh pelakon hebat



i miss the old me
Saturday 12 October 2013 at 07:34
yeah, hi guys
i keep typing and then deleting
i just dont know wht i shld write
i feel so miserable and ahhhhh! wht happen to myself!
i jst need some rest
but sighs
i still want to cont

okay, em kebelakangan aku rasa stress brdebar and tk boleh tidur. aku still thinking abt all the things yg aku patut ignore. evrything rse mnyesakkan and mmbebankan. baran makin menjadi jadi. entah kenapa. mybe spm makin dekat. and i know my future is in my hands. i shld struggle fr ths spm. ahh but i jst feel like im dying. my brain force to rest rest and rest. i didnt hve any1 else to talk. so i talk to my blog. em writing act and my jiran keeps asking my parents whther my trial result is okay or not. i jst.......hateeeeeeee my neighbours. like seriously! wth they want..... ? sometimes i feel like i should giving up with everythings... its too late. but then, when thinking my fture. i jst imagine what will happen to my kids? what is should do with my life in future if i didnt study? pity my parents bcs they will need to support me in future if i didnt study. the worst thing is i will be a wife, with no education, with many childrens, jst sit in the kitchen, do all the chores!! seriously guys, im a lazy young girl ha ha i dont want to sit in a house with so many childrens. i want to work. achieve all my dreams and ambition. be a succesful woman in the world. yeah, that's wht i dream fr all this time.

ya Allah help me :( em em lately, ive been stalking your twitter's acc. my tears drops when i see your pictures. i miss you so much. i want you. i need you. tke cre yourself my dear baby. im gonna miss you. if we hve jodoh, fr sure we will meet again. if not, im pray fr your happiness with another girl. a nicer girl than me. i jst ahhhhhh hate myself.  skylar grey's song invisible is jst mke me cry so hard. i feel that song. im invisible to you. when you keep trying to catch me, i run. when i stop run, i realise that you also had stop trying. now i turn back, but you are now looking at another girl. im deeply hurt. deeply syg. can you see? yeah, you cant see im deeply hurt. bcs now that girl's love is close your heart tightly frm me. shit, im crying when i think abt you. im hurt. are you trying to kill me?


"Invisible"
I take these pills to make me thin
I dye my hair, and cut my skin
I try everything, to make them see me
But all they see, is someone that's not me

Even when I'm walking on a wire
Even when I set myself on fire
Why do I always feel invisible, invisible
Everyday I try to look my best
Even though inside I'm such a mess
Why do I always feel invisible, invisible

Here inside, my quiet hell
You cannot hear, my cries for help
I try everything, to make them see me
But every one, sees what I can't be

Sometimes when I'm alone
I pretend that I'm a queen

It's almost believable






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